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- Farmer John
First responders are trained to run toward danger, not talk about what it does to them afterward. In this episode of the Psychedelic Scene Podcast, firefighter Paul Walton explains how that gap is starting to close, and what it really takes to change policy, culture, and care from the inside.
First responders experience repeated exposure to trauma, disrupted sleep, and chronic stress, yet are rarely taught how to process it. In this conversation, Paul Walton, a firefighter with more than 17 years on the job and Executive Director of Firefighters for Plant Medicine, explains how education, policy work, and careful use of plant-based tools are beginning to change that reality in New Mexico.
This episode is not about quick fixes or miracle cures. It is about process, responsibility, and what it actually looks like to create safer mental health pathways inside high-stakes professions.
First responders are often expected to absorb trauma quietly and keep going. Paul explains that most firefighters are never taught how to process the emotional impact of their calls. Over time, this can show up as anxiety, sleep problems, chronic pain, or emotional shutdown.
The biggest barrier is not access. It is reluctance to admit help is needed at all.
Paul did not begin this work looking for a political fight. After a work-related injury and surgery, he struggled with opioid side effects and turned instead to state-approved medical cannabis.
What surprised him was not just pain relief, but a sense of emotional regulation returning.
From there, the focus became education, intent, and responsible use. Not recreation. Not escape. A tool used carefully and off-duty, like many other medications.
This did not happen overnight.
Paul outlines a step-by-step process that included:
The result was a tiered testing policy that removed THC from random testing for most firefighters, while still maintaining safety-based impairment standards.
After the policy change, feedback from firefighters included:
Paul emphasizes that this is not for everyone, and not a stand-alone solution. Intent and education matter.
As New Mexico moves toward regulated psilocybin services, Paul is focused on making sure first responders are explicitly considered in the rules.
Key concerns include:
The goal is not rapid exposure. It is responsible care that recognizes occupational realities.
Paul suggests starting with:
He also encourages people to reach out directly to advocacy groups for guidance rather than starting alone.